Inside the Mind of Isadora

My Journey Back

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For quite some time, I have been away from my blog. 

Perhaps, you’ve wondered why? 

I intend to start writing and posting my photographs again, but slowly. I should explain what has gone on in the last ten months.

On September 30, 2022, Hurricane Ian created havoc on the west coast of Florida. It was a category 4.5. There was a controversy about the category rating. Many felt the devastation was more like a category 5. It left tremendous destruction in its path. People are still recovering. 

Fortunately, my husband’s sister lives on the opposite coast from where the hurricane center predicted. We decided to drive the 4 hours. We felt it would be a safer location. 

We had another family member visit our home to assess any damage the morning after the storm hit. A neighbor across from our house tried to call us, but their phones were down. They could see the destruction and were vigilant to monitor everything until our return. We anxiously drove home.

The drive home was a nightmare. Downed trees and electrical poles made it unsafe to travel on certain roads. The state of Florida deployed the national guard to monitor traffic. Detours were in place too. We lost our sense of direction at times. The roads weren’t familiar. Eventually, gas became a concern. The lines were very, very long. We prayed we’d make it home with the amount of gas we had. We did.

Our home sustained a lot of damage. The water, lights, and internet were down for many weeks. Living on the West Coast of Florida for 30 years, I am familiar with hurricanes and the aftermath they leave behind. We’ve had damage from storms before, but never like this one.

Although we had a generator, gas (petrol) was very scarce. We limited the hours it would be on. Navigating a dark house can be tricky, even with flashlights and candles. Because of this, I fell in the bathroom, hitting the back of my head on the tiles, which caused a stroke. I didn’t know it was a stroke. At dawn, when my head ached terribly, I decided to go to the hospital to get checked. The three hospitals in my neighboring town flooded, causing their electricity to shut down. There were no emergency facilities. Police, fireman, and emergency services stepped in to move patients to other towns as far as an hour away. 

I decided to wait before seeking medical attention for the fall. I waited five days. Then, the headaches became severe, plus I was dizzy and unable to keep my balance. The dizziness gave me nausea. I was unable to hold anything down except water. Concerned, my husband called around to see where I could get examined. The nearest hospital was an hour away. Our gas was low since the gas station was out of petrol. A kind neighbor offered to give us several gallons. A blessing!

We arrived at the hospital emergency room. It was full of people. There would be a very long wait. Eventually, tests are being done, along with blood work. 

My diagnosis was Hemorrhagic Subarachnoid Hemorrhage/aka: stroke. This type of stroke, with no warning, is the most serious of all kinds of strokes.

How does a stroke affect my body?

Strokes are to your brain what a heart attack is to your heart. When you have a stroke, part of your brain loses its blood supply, which keeps that brain area from getting oxygen. Without oxygen, the affected brain cells become oxygen-starved and stop working correctly.

If your brain cells go too long without oxygen, they’ll die. If enough brain cells in an area die, the damage becomes permanent, and you may lose the abilities that area once controlled. However, restoring blood flow may prevent that damage or limit its severity. That’s why time is critical in treating a stroke.©webmd

Eventually, I was in the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) for monitoring. Several days later, I went home to rest and recover. 

Because I have a genetic blood disorder, I form blood clots. I’ve been on blood thinners for it since my diagnosis in 2006. My hematologist, neurologist, and primary care physicians were there for my aftercare, but the electricity and internet were still down. 

I’m grateful and blessed that I do not have facial or physical paralysis. My thoughts are slower, although they have improved daily. The meds helped but weren’t helping. I struggled to stay calm due to the damage around my home. Our electricity did not turn on for three weeks. We needed to conserve gasoline for the generator since the lines were long plus limited amounts were still in place. For the most part, people were civil and helpful to each other. Sometimes, nerves, anger, and confusion about what to do next created episodes. We chose to do without necessities rather than get involved with that behavior from others. We had the basics of non-cooked foods and water. A very caring and generous neighbor brought us food while offering to help with clean-up. It was too much for me. I stayed indoors and kept the world outside. It was necessary for my recovery.

I’ll add photos as I continue with this saga. Of course, there’s more.

Thank you to everyone who’s touched my heart with laughter, friendship, fun antics, caring, and love. 

I have a new journey I’m embarking upon, one with adventures and family moments of love. 

My blog will still have posts, but not as many as before. I hope to write a bit more about the Hurricane repair experience.

Thank you for reading and continuing to follow my little space.

Namaste,

Isadora De La Vega 🙏🏻

*****If you’re curious about my orchids, I have five left out of the forty-eight I had in my greenhouse. My collection was from ten years of labor of love. I grew the orchids to 48 with my handy little cuttings and purchased weakness at orchid shows. I have photos and memories of the meditative moments they gifted me. 

Author: Inside the Mind of Isadora

Intriguing, sensitive, mysterious, loving, artistic and crackling with excitement for life is a pretty good description of who I am. I just retired from the world of art where I sold my Artfully Designed Handmade Jewelry for 28 years; although, art will always be a part of who I am no matter what venue I choose to express it in.

40 thoughts on “My Journey Back

  1. I’m heartbroken to read all this Isadora. Words fail me, all I can do is wish you good recovery as fast and full as possible. One of these disasters would have been enough, but all of it? I’m glad you have people who care.

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    • Thank you for the kind words. The ordeal is difficult. I never thought I’d be in a disastrous event. Mother nature is sending signals to us to get it together. I know time will heal this but the memory will linger. I appreciate your stopping by and reading.
      Isadora 😎 🤗 🙏🏻

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  2. Oh, Isadora, I am so very sorry for the ordeal you and your husband have had to endure in the last ten months. I have missed your lovely voice and look forward to hearing, when you feel up to it, your story from then onwards. Please do take each day slowly and do whatever you need to do for peace sake. I agree, sometimes that means keeping others at a distance until you are ready. I am wishing joy and peace and continued recovery to you!

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    • Your kind words brought a smile to my face, Brenda. I have been slowing down and doing only what I can. It’s a bit difficult when you’re a person that likes to be busy. Knitting has help a lot, both for my brain and hand coordination. I’m so much better than I was 10 months ago. It is a challenge to just sit. Sometimes, we’re forced to do the unfamiliar. Hugs for your kind and loving words. ❤️ 🙏🏻 ❤️

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  3. My dear Isadora, please take it easy and one step at a time. Wishing you complete recovery and a restored home.

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  4. Mi Querida Amiga,

    I’m so sorry to hear of your ordeals. I have missed your presence in Friday Fictioneers. What a time you’ve had. I’m glad to read that you’re still among the living and functioning. May healing continue.

    Shalom y abrazos,

    Rochelle

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    • Querida Rochelle,
      For sure, it’s been a difficult time for me and others in this area I live in. Hurricanes are a part of Florida living. Some aren’t even noticed, others are exactly what they’re meant to be – destructive. Let’s hope, for now, we can take a breathe. Gracias … abrazos y shalom, Isadora 😎

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  5. I read this with my heart in my mouth and tears in my eyes. So pleased you survived. Take care, take it easy, take a day at a time. You’re a beautiful survivor!

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    • Kind and gentle words for me to enjoy, Crispina.
      It has been an ordeal, but each day everything gets better.
      My imbalance and dizziness has subsided to 5%. I never thought
      I’d walk a straight line again. I appreciate the small things. I don’t
      think about the negatives of situations. I’m focuing on being as
      fully recovered as I can be. Thank you so much for touching my heart.
      Isadora 😎 ❤️

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  6. All the very very best to you, Isadora, in your ongoing recovery. What a terrible time you’ve had, but you’ve come through. More power to your resilience!

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  7. Izzy, I wish I could give you and enormous hug!! What a difficult time you’ve had but I’m so happy that your back where we can all help out in our little ways of chatting and listening. Welcome back, my friend.

    janet

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    • Awww … I’m smiling from ear to ear, Janet. It’s so nice to see that my blog friends are still there for me. I appreciate all hugs. They’re healing. Life isn’t always easy but with resilience and fortitude we can manage to put one foot in front of the another and go on. Things can be replaced but friends and family cannot. It’s been a long road but I can see daylight right around the corner. Thanks so much ❤️🙏🏻 😎 Izzy

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  8. I’m very sorry about all of the damage and things lost, but of course even more about your health. I’m glad you had a good neighbor to help you with the gas and such – 5 days is too long, but even longer could have been much worse. I hope your recovery is going well.

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    • I appreciate your kind words, Trent. Thank you for expressing your concerns.
      Each day everything gets easier. Age makes a big difference in how quickly one heals. I recall falling and scraping my knee as a kid, now, I’d need a wheel chair.😄😀😀 There’s a lesson right there. Hope all is well with you too. I’ll be visiting my blog people as my energy returns. Thanks again … Isadora 😎

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  9. I had just thought to myself this week that I need to check in with you and see how you’re doing and saw your posting. Dear, sweet Izzy, my heart goes out to you and I’m glad that you knew your limits and took care of yourself to shut the world out…well, as much as you could. I’m sorry to hear of ongoing vertigo and pray that each day finds it lessening. You are determined and it has served you well through all of your trials. I’m rooting for you, my friend. Much love to you. ❤ xoxo

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    • Thanks so much, Gayle, for the encouarging words. Truly, I’m
      miles away from where I was when all of this happened back in
      the first week in October, 2022. There were many health setbacks due to
      noise and chaos from the construction crews. It was difficult to be
      stress free with all that was going on. We’re 90% finished with repairs.
      Consider that many are still waiting for help, we feel blessed to be where
      we are. I learned a lot from Mr. Hurricane Ian. I hope to use that in the
      future. Hugs and much love dear friend, Izzy 😍🤗 😎

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      • This is such a testament to your strength and perseverance, Izzy. I’m glad to hear that you’re seeing the light at the end of the tunnel in regards to being finished with repairs. What an experience you’ve endured. That hurricane was no joke! Much love to you, Izzy. ❤ xoxo

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        • It was one of the owrse storms I’ve ever experienced. My prayers are now for the people in Maui. They too have a huge amount to deal with. Mother Nature is not happy. Hope you fared okay through Hurricane Ian. Have a wonderful Wednesday ❤️ 🙏🏻 ❤️

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          • I think Hurricane Ian was hardly a wisp of wind to us. I was living in Vero Beach at the time with a boyfriend (now ex). We were spared another landfall of a storm! You just never know where those things are going to end up. I’m very grateful that you’re recovering well and lingering anxiety is to be expected I would think. Today was a busy day of work for me but a good one. Yes, our attention needs to be on the poor souls of Maui. Mother Nature is acting out some issues! Love to you, Izzy. ❤ xoxo

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  10. Oh my goodness, Isadora, I am so sorry that you have gone through so much – your world has been upended and yet you end your post with an optimistically gorgeous Orchid – a survivor just like you! Be gentle to yourself for as long as you need and want. Your blog followers are still here and we are on team Isadora wishing you continued healing. With love, Babsje

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    • Your kind words bring great comfort, Babsje. Thank you for adding them
      in my comment space. I have come a long way from those first days
      in October, 2022. There’s always another challenge to overcome, but
      life is about challenges and how we handle them. I think resilience comes
      from our fortitude to continue on despite the blows we’re receiving.
      Thanks again for being one of my team cheerleaders. 🤗 😀😍 🙏🏻

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      • Hi Isadora – you’re welcome. My pleasure to be on team Isadora. You are correct in saying that “life is about challenges and how we handle them.” And you have had more than your fair share of challenges in the past year. Your observation that “resilience comes from our fortitude to continue on despite the blows” reflects your lessons learned first-hand in a crucible of challenges this past year. I admire how you have risen to the occasion and write so eloquently. Well-said and well-lived.

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  11. That is not good Isadora. To have that happen and then being severely ill among the debris would not be good plus the fuel supplies adding to the burden.
    I am glad you are safe and some of those beautiful orchids as well.
    Lots of hugs 🤗🤗🤗

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    • I can’t deny that it wasn’t overwhelming for weeks. Honestly, I still have moments of anxiety. I plan to express some of those hardships in posts. It will be a way to show people what a hurricane devastation is like. I won’t be complaining since I’m doing better and better everyday. I’m thankful for the ability to get up every morning with a grateful heart. Thank you so much for reading and commenting. I always appreciate everyone who does. Isadora 😎

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      • I hope you are looking after your mental health. I still have anxiety episodes since the fire over 2 years ago. Not as frequent but smelling smoke can be concerning.
        Sending strength 🤗

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        • Ironically, I do keep mental health stress in mind during
          anxiety producing events in my life. My mom suffered from mental
          illness so I have a pretty good idea of how things can affect us or cause PTSD. I do feel a bit anxious when I hear rain. It’s dissipating but I’m always watchful. Thanks for the suggestion to keep that in mind.
          😊 🙏🏻 😎

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  12. Oh, Isadora. My heart sank as I was ready the news about the hurricane and your health. You’ve had quite the journey on both fronts – but I also know you will keep you head up, smile, and keep positive thoughts. It was difficult to “like” this post, but I did it to make sure you knew I stopped by with nothing but best wishes for you and hubby. Stay strong!

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  13. Awful how swiftly life can turn into a nightmare, Isadora. I’m glad you managed to get the treatment you needed and with help and care to start your recovery. Good luck, hon!

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  14. My dearest Isadora, I’m so sorry to hear about your health issues!
    I remember about Ian and your orchids but I didn’t know about your fall.
    It’s all in the past now and I’m so happy to see you back.
    Sending a huge hug and love! ❤️

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